It's a strange and long-desired feeling.
I'm not exactly sure why, but suddenly and "simply" I "just" don't feel needed anymore. And I'm not sad to see the "need" go away. I look forward to getting involved, more, in "other" things.
Oh. I'll "come back" to Sonlight. I have no doubts about that. I'll continue to muck around and get involved at various levels. I'm sure (too many) people will still feel the weight of my "presence." But